| (sung by 2 people, one with a voice than can do melody) /this parts shouted but not screamed low pitch, just yelled angry\ (I remember long ago I remember it every day I remember being in love Or was that just me?) /Think I'd rather be dead and gone Forever a memory Right now I'm feeling lost I'd rather just not be\ (Cause it feels so much better) /to have never loved at all\ (To have known and lost) /I'd rather feel nothing\ /feels so much better\ /to have never\ (never felt so unloved so forgotten (pronounced for-got-ten for rhythm) Never needed a reason to see the next day when its just why not) /thats the saddest thing!\ (Oh its the saddest thing) /to think its better to never love\ (guitar madness here) (The saddest thing) /the saddest thing\ guitar trails off |
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| So I guess I'll make it. I'm in a place where I'm needed and important. But more importantly, I think there are people out there who miss me at least half as much as I miss them. So I'll put a little smile on my miserable self and shuffle through these days because nothing lasts forever, misery and moodiness are no exception. Thanks. Thanks a lot anyone who gives a shit. ____________________________________________________________________________________ |
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| I guess in the end, I really am a social animal. God damnit I miss home. ________________________________________________________________________________ |
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| I think I've figured out the best way to put it
Damn you, you magnets that keep drawing me back to one place.
And by damn I mean thank.
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| i don't remember a time I felt so despondent. I'm my fractured, frigid and often ill functioning mind there are always feelings I don't understand. But this one I do. I really wouldn't care if I never came back. Not because of any ill acts of anyone I know, but because its same shit different day, everywhere. I don't think there exists a place where ill slide in like a puzzle piece. Maybe I have to many edges. Or maybe I'm blank. I don't know why I feel this way/cause feelings are gay\ ha ha Actually I do. But ill lie. The lies go down so much easier then the truth. Oh well. Another person doesn't get it. I just kinda... Don't care what happens next. Feels indifferent man. |
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